the thing itself
April 23, 2010
time must be the thing itself. at this moment in my thought processes, anyway. what if it actually stood still? there wouldn’t be a single thing different–no moment before, or after. isn’t that the concern of the photograph? the split-second in between before and after?
i was thinking of gerhard richter’s oil on canvas “two candles” when photographing the hourglass. perhaps it was the shadow and light of “two candles” that prompted “when” I shot the hourglass–the light and shadow. i don’t recall, now. and it was only yesterday i made the photographs.
i think the hourglass needs to be printed in a landscape orientation to represent the continuum. but, then, the light needs to move vertically. mayhap the light will be good again through the north window today.
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review
April 23, 2010
i reviewed the prints I’ve made thus far. cohesive for the most part, with an occasional interloper upsetting what appears to be a leaning towards landscape. obviously, i need multiple portfolios to cover the different styles/categories–unless i consider the portraits as epithelial landscapes… or, maybe, there’s an idea.
crap! now i’m confused.
behind closed eyes
April 19, 2010
meaning and vagary in photography
April 15, 2010
right.
after reviewing my research proposal (for history of photography) h made a comment regarding my choice of subject–something along the lines of it’s (the proposal) vague and rather philosophical. it is vague. i’m fleshing the idea out, or at least i was attempting to. now i’m hung up on, “it’s rather philosophical” (higgs). it is philosophical. after reading hirsch, it seems to me the entire history and evolution of photography and photographic processes is explained by philosophy.
but more than that, it is quite evident that the driving force behind photographic movements–photo secession, pictorialism, positivism, realism, spiritualism, i-need-a new-adjective-to-stand-out-from-the-crowdism–is vagary. What better way to define vagary than a series of rambling, philosophical discourses on why something evolved the way it did.
vagary as defined by dictionary.com:
the notion of meaning, outside and out of reach of photography–the meaning of meaning itself–is seductively subjective and viciously vague. to the point i believe meaning escapes concrete definition and, more importantly, any notion of absoluteness. these motions and movements in art are reducible to the most basest human motivation. right now i’m torn; is immortality or greed (however altruistic it may be) that underlying element?
insert complexity. and maybe irony. for, where immortality is concerned, the artist achieves this most notably through the continuation of their name. year after decade. but what is that name, really? insert signifier and signified and a barthes sized scoop of semiotics. without a likeness, be it a painted or photographed portrait, artistic immortality is nothing less than the ordering of symbols (letters) whose meaning is only as absolute as that long dead artist.
is it possible to grant one artistic immortality without their having reached for it? as my thoughts are at this time, i believe a sort of altruistic greed coupled with a need for self-expression that rises above all other self-expressers is the underlying element behind artistic movement.
please feel free to consider this an abstract expression in that I have reduced something to the point of recognizable simplicity, as have so many before me.
i’m off to contemplate what barthes meant when he said, “the bastard form of mass culture is humiliated repetition… always new books, new programs, new films, news items, but always the same meaning.”
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Out of context
April 9, 2010
Of mood and mis en scène
April 5, 2010
It is my hope that the images reflect something about the individual. The inner and outer life of the boy/man as he trudges through circumstance and missed opportunity, the doubt of new beginnings, and the all-too-real isolation that is our primary condition regardless the presence of another.
And so Dorothea Lange said, “This benefit of seeing… can only come if you pause a while, extricate yourself from the maddening mob of quick impressions ceaselessly battering our lives, and look thoughtfully at a quiet image.”
Looking at these images I find them not so quiet. While the boy/man didn’t have much to say out loud, his presence in the scene did. The land and sky are the visual dialogue of his life.
I am satisfied.
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